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It had been two months since they had seen each other or even talked.. After two months of tension between them he called her. She ignored the calls initially and then went on for a walk alone. She so damn needed a long walk. He was fucked up as well. How could she ignore 64 calls!!! Walking through the roads she landed herself in a park. It was a quiet area and it was close to 9.

Someone grabbed her by her hand and when she turned back to see who it was, her fear was changed into anger.

Leave my hand!! Who the hell you think you are!?

I am not leaving your hand. Do whatever you can!!

Fine then! Either ways I am a thing for you right? Whenever you feel like you pick it up, whenever you feel like you leave it! Great!!

He stared deep into her eyes and left her hand. He started walking with her. She was walking fast initially and he was at pace with her. But then she slowed down and he slowed down with her.. They were now walking together, silently but together. They passed few couples and then the old joggers. Moving round and round in the park she felt a hand on her own. But this time she did not jerked it away.   It was a familiar hand, the one she liked..

I am sorry.

And then they stopped. She asked him to leave her hand and go home. Neither she had the energy to fight back nor to start all over again, all just to be left alone in the end. He did not leave rather came closer to her. Left her hand and said a sorry with both the hands touching the ears.

I am sorry. I did not knew that I matter to you. I thought that I am a nobody..

Oh! So to prove that you are important to me you did this entire drama of two months. Do you even realise for a moment how fucked up I was because of your asshole behaviour?  No you don’t right. Because after all I don’t matter to you right!!!

You do matter to me . I am sorry. I don’t know what I wanted and it all got really messy and I know I screwed up but do we have a chance? Because I want that.. I want you and I want your friendship. I want you in my life. You have been one of the most beautiful thing, oh I mean person to happen in my life.. So please

Please what!!!

Please let’s talk again. Let’s meet again  and let’s meet frequently.. Because I want you.

What if I don’t want you?

I want you even then!

But, I don’t.. So, please if your stupid filmy shit is done, I am going!!

You want me and I know that!!

Wait, what!

Yes, you do want me back in your life. But, you won’t admit it. You know why? Because you are a coward!!

Oh! well. You decide you want to cut off, break all the ties and that to without telling me and I am a coward. YOU!! At least I had the courtesy to roam around you for a month to know what exactly happened?

Your points were not strong enough then! I did not thought they were genuine!

That is your problem! I am not here to convince you on what I am saying!

But you do accept that you wanted me. Right?

Yes of course! I  did WANTED you. But, I no longer WANT you! I hope I am clear on this!

Give me a chance.

Convince me! I don’t think any of your above things have convinced me! I think its all fake!

Because life seems incomplete without you! I have no one with whom I can abuse my managers and seniors. I have no one to be happy with when I do something good. I have no one to beg money for anymore! There is no one in my life with whom I can be me. With whom I can discuss the exact situation of my life. I want you because I can speak my heart and mind in front of you!

Given!

Given what?

The last chance! And yes, if you fucked up again , I promise I will leave and then I won’t be back. Then you can go and share your shit stories with walls! I won’t care!

Okaay Okaaay!! But you were dying to be with me!

Asshole!

They then hugged each other . For the first time she hugged someone and it  felt beautiful. Little did they knew they were meant to be friends for life and lovers for seven..