Tanubhrt.This.Side

I don’t know if I have become impatient
Or disciplined
I am not aware if I call it low tolerance level,
Or more awakened.
But the fact is that I just can’t tolerate nonsense any more!!
The shit that people give to each other.
The fake smiles, the fake sympathies,
I just can’t get hold of them anymore!!
Those moments when people in the name of sophistication are like ,”Hi, how are you, with a big smile”
And can’t wait to listen anything more than fine!!
There was a time I could tolerate this,
A time when I just ignored it,
But now
I feel like slapping them hard.
That time when people congratulate you for your success,
And wish hard for your failure.
When they come and sympathize for your failure
And leave with a sign of satisfaction.
I feel like kicking them hard in their sensitive areas.
I don’t know if I am becoming awakened, impatient or more idiotic,
But I just can’t take them anymore.
The times when people help you and wish you become their slaves,
The times when you do what others say,
And once done
The same people say ,”why did you do that”!!
I feel like spitting on their face!!
I know there were times when I ignored it,
But now, I just can’t take it anymore!!

Avantika Tanubhrt