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Breathe In , Breathe Out. Good In Bad Out!Breathe In , Breathe Out. Good In Bad Out!Breathe In , Breathe Out. Good In Bad Out! I know there are times when it seems so terrible not to think about what is going to further happen! There are times when we are lost in our past relationships, trying to figure out what went wrong! I know there are times when it seems as if everyone is good except us, You see the Inferiority Complex! We miss chances, we regret, we wonder, we over think! YES! We do it! We do it all! There is a time when there is a turmoil! I know you all know it! Those quotes and those motivational videos, its all already in our head.
TRUST ME! The girl on the other side of this machine has experienced some of it for sure. She is no genius, nor like some college topper or like some sports champion or a fabulous singer or you know like “The bloody IIT stuff Nor the IIMs nor BITS! Neither I am a part of the “iski toh life ban gyi” kind of colleges!! NOR am I “THE AUNTIES FAVOURITE”! Trust me they hate me! I am not even a beauty pageant, you know like that kind of girl ,” one-hundred proposals so far!! Oh God how am I even going to handle it!! The perfect hair, the perfect shoes, the perfect clothes, the perfect,perfect kind of stuff! I am not!
I have those tough days when it seems everything is going out of hand(although what is in hand is like ahem,ahem)!There are times when I am out of control! I go bizarre! I don’t even realise what am I even saying or doing! The head feels like a mountain, which I wish I could cut off! I think about those days when I failed and the world went against! Not a single voice that said,”darling everything is going to be fine”!”I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT”!! These words were like,”do they even exist”!! I was told I am not even a girl! After all you see I couldn’t even talk properly, walk properly, comb properly, eat properly! So in short for the world “I was improper”! There were comments, acquisitions and some more of it!! And trust me there are days when I do think about it although its now like gone, gone long back!
There are moments when I see those whom I once was crazy about! I thought I loved them! And then I run from them! There are times when I feel embarrassed, you see after all it was like one sided “love”!! I think, over think, why it happened! Why didn’t he loved me? Am I that bad! Am i not beautiful! Why is not my hair perfect, Why is it the way it is?? It all happens!
And trust me in those moments of “PHEW” no motivational video saves you! The head seems going out of hand!AND IT DOES HAPPEN! YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!
Even those people out there giving those motivational videos like Oprah, they had there tough times! It happens. People accuse you, underestimate you, make you feel as if you are worth less! They come to you saying,” oh I do pity for you, everything is going to be fine, I’ll pray”, Trust me,”they don’t even bother”!!IT DOES HAPPEN AND IT HAPPENS WITH ALL!!
But then do you remember Michael Jackson? Do you remember his marks in high school? Do you remember how many girls ditched him? Do you remember those people who cheated on him? Do you remember the night when he cried like hell?? Do You Remember? Or should I say Do you care? TRUST ME! No one cares! He is “THE MICHAEL JACKSON” and even if he failed in all, you don’t care!! So when you don’t care about others, do you think others do?? They don’t!
Because all the world knows is how to talk!! They talk, they get bored they move on!!
SO WHAT IS IMPORTANT??
I believe that,
wait a second!! You have an habit of over thinking, pondering! So now I say ponder,over think,answer yourself “WHAT IS IMPORTANT”! THE WORLD OUTSIDE OR THE WORLD WITHIN!! And if in case you couldn’t figure it out, come here for the answer on 2nd November!!
Till than
                                                                                                 BE HAPPY,STAY BLESSED!