Tanubhrt.This.Side

There is something about certain mornings right! I mean they punch you in the gut, hit you back and remind you of things that could not be! Letting go is one thing and then deciding to let go in another! The ones who have done both know that deciding is in itself such a major task and then doing, well that is another ball game all together!

All these emotions and questions and everything in between, what am I supposed to do with them! I mean, I don’t even feel like waking up on certain days, how am I supposed to deal with the fact that you are gone! More precisely, you were gone while I was still hanging on and I did not even realised it! I did not realise that you were gone while I was still there and now that is evident to me, it hurts, it cuts me into pieces some times and I don’t even know how to deal with this anymore!