Tanubhrt.This.Side

There are some days that fill in with a sense of emptiness, of misdirection, of no direction, of staring at the wall, not knowing what to do! A sense of void that nothing fills in, not even the random fights with friends! Somedays reality hits in, lively things no longer attract, and numbness surrounds the entire room!

On some days, it seems as if everything is going fine, there are so many things to look forward to, but well, today is not that day! I think it happens with everyone, not always do we feel motivated, not all days are the same, maybe that is why they say that it is important to have a plan and to stick to the plan! Because life may be is boring and we need to learn to deal with the boring. Not to try and change the boring, but to enjoy the boring. Maybe once we start enjoying the boring things, we start enjoying life.

Like today! Is it even about being boring or exciting or is it just about being directionless! It seems so, it seems as if there is nothing that is being built onto, there is no work of life. Sometimes, like today, it seems as if I have indeed turned into a zombie, deriving fun out of other people’s miseries and when there are no miseries left, life seems boring.

There have been times when talking to other people got me excited, and solving their life problems gave me a sense of moving forward, even though that seems to have faded away. Life is not meant to be like this right? It is meant to be moving ahead, to be of doing something good, to be grateful about! Or maybe I am just being gibberish about things. Putting on words, that makes no sense in the world of drafts!

This feeling of death, of how to explain, kind of situation. Well, aah! Let me go about and sleep and move on to the next day. Another day, another story, or maybe work towards making tomorrow a better day. With a better story.

Signing off,

Avantika Tanubhrt