Missed

I never thought I will,
I never thought it will be so hard,
I never thought it will ever happen,
But, it did!
I miss me!
I miss the hard working me!
I miss the one, who had a to do list for so many things.
I miss the me, who had dreams.
I miss the me, who had a purpose.
I miss me!
I miss being the son of the house.
I miss having a little of short time.
I miss me.
In those times,
when I am available for all.
In those times,
when it all seems lost,
I miss me!
In those phone calls I make,
to avoid listening the voices,
in my head,
I miss me!
I miss the happy me!
I miss being me!