Tanubhrt.This.Side

Memories!!
Memories, are some serious shit man!
Ain’t they?
Don’t you feel bogged down by them sometimes?
There is so much in the mind,
so much that we don’t even remember,
but the body shows up!
In the actions that we do,
the statements that we make,
it all shows up.
And then, when we question the actions,
the answers come,
answers in the form of memories!
And, I hate it!
The fact that the past affects the future!
The fact that the sub conscious irritates the personality.
There is so much hidden inside,
so much we are not aware ourselves,
but when they come back,
as flashes,
it becomes so difficult.
So difficult to live,
so difficult to deal with life.
It seems as if death is better.
As if, its not worth living.
Sometimes it is so shitty,
so very much.
You never know what might trigger,
which memory,
and how much it will affect the future!
The fact that past still gets to hold the power,
the helplessness to change it,
it becomes so difficult,
doesn’t it?
Memories! Huh!
Don’t they bring you down too?