Tanubhrt.This.Side

Never have I worked too much on anything,
So,
never did I understood the fear of result,
as much as I do.
For the first time,
when I have really put on my best,
to make sure that I do get the best.
But, with every passing moment,
it is becoming more and more tough,
to remain in my senses.
It seems as if the world is going in one direction.
and I am travelling in my own.
Present, yes I am,
present in the present.
But exist,
No I don’t exist,
I don’t exist right now.
The head is all lost in the result,
fantasies have come alive,
all sorts of!
Questions, yes questions there are,
Lot of them, for that matter.
Sometimes to God,
other times to Universe.
All the things that I have faith in,
have been questioned,
“What will happen?”
“Will I win?”
Head, tail, open the page,
everything has been tried.
For every time,
the answer is negative,
it seems as if I have missed a beat.
Every time there is a positive response,
I go back to my own fantasy world.
They say, don’t think too much about the future,
I believed it too,
but now I understand,
when you give it your all in the present,
its tough not to think about future!!