Tanubhrt.This.Side

I am fucked up!
BECAUSE.
I don’t understand,
what is the difference between,
patience, tolerance and losing self dignity.
I don’t understand,
when do I say I have fallen in love,
and when do I accept, it is just a crush.
I don’t understand,
whether to wait for a relationship to happen
or to move on ,accepting it is over.
I don’t understand,
Why people say one thing,
do the other and mean completely different!
I don’t understand,
whether I am learning,
Or am I dumb?
I don’t!!
Sometimes I wonder,
life is so simple, so beautiful,
the other times.
life shows me its complexities.
I don’t understand those situations,
when there is no answer.
When there is no right, no wrong.
I don’t understand,
whether to accept such situations,
or change them.
I don’t!!
I don’t understand the difference,
between the voice of heart and mind.
I guess, may be I don’t even need to.
May be the web is, was and will be.
May I just need to swing along it,
and enjoy the ride.