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She was standing with freckles on her head. Biting her lips and twisting her eyes she stepped onto the weighing machine. Her eyes closed and hands joined. After about 30 seconds, she opened her eyes. Everything became blurred. She couldn’t even see properly what was written or what was going on in the world. She stepped down and went back to her bed. Turned the lights off, closed the door and lied down on her bed. Her face was under the pillow and she started yelling. I would say may be she was mourning as if someone is dead. After about one hour of sobbing, she woke up, opened the lights of her room and went to the wash room. Her head was aching and the throat was dry. She quickly washed her face and went back to her room.

In her room was a long mirror and she sat in front of it. She was just staring at the mirror and her mind was playing the flashback of what happened yesterday. She was madly in love with him, after two years of taking care of him and being for him in every thick and thin she thought he had finally fallen for her. Happy, yes she was yesterday. She wore his favorite dress and called him to meet her at the place they first met. She decorated the entire place with his favorite flowers and balloons. Had you been there, you would have said, what a paradise! He finally arrived. Damn! He looked so awesome. Felt like some god has just arrived. He smiled at her. Puzzled he was, although. “why this?” he asked.

She bent down on her knees and said,”  I love you. You are the best thing that has ever happened to  me. I have loved you for the every time that you teased me. I love you for the way you look at me. I love your smile, your hair, your walk. I love you every time you get out of the class because the teacher didn’t allowed me to enter. But, most of all, I love you for the heart you have. I love you Arav.

He bent down on his knees as well. Made her stand up and hugged her. This was it. She felt as if on cloud 9. They looked at each other and he said,” I am sorry. I don’t love you. I have always known you as a friend of mine and know that you have a heart of gold. But I don’t think we compliment each other. I mean just look at you, you are fat. Your hair is messed up 98% of the times and your face, it seems as if you don’t love it. These dark circles, pimples just look at you. my friends have always made fun of you. I stopped them because I knew you care for me, not because I love you. I don’t want to hurt you but then I cant even hurt myself. The world got blurred for her again. She punched the wall and made it red. Her hands were bleeding and she stayed there numb, looking at the mirror as if it is all happening there.

Do you think she attempted suicide or she just ruined herself? Do you think the boy lived happily ever after? Married beautiful thin girl? Yes it all happened but with a twist? Come back on 15^th may and find out what happens next. Till then, its interval my friends.