I don’t know if it is happening with me or is it something that everyone faces as they grow up. You know, earlier I had just planned to shut this blog of mine. But here I am, after a long time, realizing that nothing can be left just like that. You must be wondering, what the hell problem is with me. Why did i just stopped like that? The issue with this blog was my name. I don’t know! This “Avantika Joshi” just irritated me. Two reasons for that-: 1. Joshi. I don’t understand this caste system anymore. How can just someone walk over and say that just because I am born as a “Hindu” or “Upper Caste” I am better than those “Dalits”. I don’t know. I don’t know the reasons behind such thinking, Why are we discriminating and dividing ourselves. And just because someone was born a “Dalit” or “lower caste” doesn’t mean they have to bare the “upper case nuisance”. So, I got this changed to “Tanubhrt”. Tanubhrt means “human”. And I want to be known as a human. And only human.
2. Avantika. You know, initially my name was “Anmol” and I got it changed because people used to tease me. Anmol biscuit and all. That this is the name of a boy and stuff like that. So, when my father got transferred to a new place I got it changed to “Avantika”. Because I didn’t wanted that shit again. However, I realize it now that this was something stupid. So, I got my name changed to “Anmol”.
And hence I stopped writing here. You may be wondering why the hell am I writing here now then. Well the reason is, these are my “crazy growing days”. I know I can’t change the Avantika written over here. But then at least I can connect this to my new blog. “Gandhi Fingers” where I write as “Anmol Tanubhrt”. Even more, no matter I can’t change it here. But I surely will get my name officially changed to “Anmol Tanubhrt”. Because I want to live like a human.
So, anyone out there who is thinking of changing something about them because of others. LEARN. Those people are mad. They say things and they don’t even remember. You change and bring a toil in your life. So, just be you. People change their opinions like seasons, or may be like day and night!! And even more, people don’t even matter. You are the best, the way you are. May be black, may be white, may be bald or may be shy or tom boyish!
Remember YOU are beautiful and awesome, just the way you are:)
BE HAPPY, STAY BLESSED 🙂
and i just forgot, go check out my new blog -:http://gandhifingers.blogspot.in/
2. Avantika. You know, initially my name was “Anmol” and I got it changed because people used to tease me. Anmol biscuit and all. That this is the name of a boy and stuff like that. So, when my father got transferred to a new place I got it changed to “Avantika”. Because I didn’t wanted that shit again. However, I realize it now that this was something stupid. So, I got my name changed to “Anmol”.
And hence I stopped writing here. You may be wondering why the hell am I writing here now then. Well the reason is, these are my “crazy growing days”. I know I can’t change the Avantika written over here. But then at least I can connect this to my new blog. “Gandhi Fingers” where I write as “Anmol Tanubhrt”. Even more, no matter I can’t change it here. But I surely will get my name officially changed to “Anmol Tanubhrt”. Because I want to live like a human.
So, anyone out there who is thinking of changing something about them because of others. LEARN. Those people are mad. They say things and they don’t even remember. You change and bring a toil in your life. So, just be you. People change their opinions like seasons, or may be like day and night!! And even more, people don’t even matter. You are the best, the way you are. May be black, may be white, may be bald or may be shy or tom boyish!
Remember YOU are beautiful and awesome, just the way you are:)
BE HAPPY, STAY BLESSED 🙂
and i just forgot, go check out my new blog -:http://gandhifingers.blogspot.in/
Tanubhrt.This.Side 
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