I am AVANTIKA JOSHI. Born on 3rdJuly 1994. Some say that I am 20 years old because I have completed 20 years on this beautiful planet earth. Some say I am 21 years old as I have started my 21styear! I say I am 20/21 years old girl. When you meet me it might seem as if I know so much about myself and that I have reached that kind of peace. It might also seem that I am like this world is the best and all positivity. Like those freaks out there who are like damn always on their high! You can also say that oomph this girl is so cool and then so bold and all of that stuff. You meet me the next day and I can be like “I hate this shit”! What the hell is going on! I am not talking to you today. Get lost. I may seem lost!
I was reading my earlier blogs and I was like what?? This is something that I have written? Are you serious? And then I thought yes to an extent I do agree. But still the state of shock was there. People do come to me for advice and I do give but that does not mean that I am like always that calm! Trust me I am not the “monk” of the best seller “the monk who sold his Ferrari”. I am not even near by!! I am just 20/21 years old girl! Sometimes I am like fully at peace. Completely knowing where I am going and then at times its like lost! taddas!!
So when I started the quest of figuring out things around me, the first question was, who am I? I thought, I asked, I did this and then that and then I came to this conclusion that I am a 20/21 years old girl! I had my stories. I had my crushes. I had my share of failure and even success. I am someone who is at times like “party”! life is party! Lets dance! Music on high volume and going bizarre. There are times when I am like completely closed. In my room, listening to some kind of peaceful song. You know I have talked about enthusiasm and all of that stuff. I do agree. But then still I do get up at 10:00 am in the morning. Although this is changing now to 5:00 am in the morning. But yet this is how it is!
I sometimes talk a lot, sometimes I am shut. At times I am like bang on you idiot , you are dead. The other times I am let it be. There are times when I help without even asking for a return! Sometimes I don’t help even though I may get a return! At times I listen to my heart, the other times I do what my heart says! There are times when I wish I could just dance in the road , other times I don’t even like to walk(you see the lazy me)! So who am I? I am avantika joshi! I am enthusiastic. I am lazy. I am passionate. I am “I don’t care” attitude. I am freak. I am garrulous. I am taciturn. I fall in love! I even hate love. I want to travel. But I even love my home. I love photography. But at times I want things to be just in my memory. I believe in “believing”. But I know that I have just begun. I love my life. I trust my life. I know things will go good. But still at times I go numb.
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I don’t say I am an angel neither am I a devil. I am a human being. I make mistakes and I make lot of them. I forgive, I forget but if you badly hurt me, you forget about forgiveness. I won’t say that I am intelligent but than nor am I dumb! I am very ordinary. I achieve things, lose a few. I cry, I laugh, I tease and I make fun of people. I do it all. Neither am I Albert Einstein nor mother Teresa. I am me. I am AVANTIKA JOSHI. Queen of her own world. A 20/21 years old girl. LIVING, LOVING,LAUGHING.
Tanubhrt.This.Side 
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